Mphamvu yamalingaliro ndi malingaliro, Chifukwa chiyani sindikanatha kuyendera Barnes & Noble ndi zojambula zanga monga olemba ndi mabuku awo? ndizomwe ndidadzifunsa nditakhala ku Barnes & Noble café pa 82nd St. Kwa ine, Barnes & Noble ali ngati Toys R Us kwa mwana. Kuchuluka kwa moyo ndi chidziwitso mu sitolo ya mabuku nthawi zonse zimandidabwitsa. Kumva motere za malowa kunandivuta kuganiza momwe lingaliro langa silingagwire ntchito. M'miyezi itatu yokha ndinapanga lingaliro langa kukhala lingaliro ndipo ndinakonza msonkhano ndi Barnes & Noble community relationship manager. Lingalirolo linalandiridwa ndipo tsiku linakhazikitsidwa!, November 4, 2002 pa Yonkers, Central Avenue malo.
Kukonzekera usiku uno kungakhale kosiyana ndi ziwonetsero zanga zam'mbuyomu. Tsopano ndinali ndi omvera oti ndilankhule nawo pambali pakukonza ntchito yanga. Ndinayesa kupanga dongosolo la mitu, pamene ndinali kudutsa izi zinanditulukira kuti ndikhoza kukhala kugwa kwanga. Ndimazindikira kuti sindingathe kukonzekera zomwe moyo umandipatsa komanso sindingathe kulamulira zinthu zakunja. Ndingoyenera kudyetsa mphamvu kuchokera kwa omvera, adzatero dziwani njira yanga.
Ndinadabwa kuti ambiri anatulukira. Izi zinalinso mwa zina chifukwa cha mtolankhani wakuderalo Patrick E. McCarthy yemwe anali wokoma mtima ndi mawu ake ndipo adalemba nkhani yolimbikitsa chochitikacho. Lingaliro ndi malingaliro anga tsopano zidakhala zenizeni. Aka anali oyamba mwa malo asanu ndi limodzi a Barnes & Noble omwe ndidawonetsapo ndikulimbikitsa malingaliro anga amoyo. Ziwonetsero zotsatirazi zinandipatsa mwayi wogawana ndi kugwirizana ndi akatswiri ena aluso. Ntchito yanga inatsagana ndi Satish, woimba wamkulu komanso chida chake chosankha komanso Virgina Mesones, wochita masewero amene analankhula mwakachetechete.
Ochepa omwe adamva za lingalirolo adaganiza kuti palibe mwayi woti izi zitukuke. Ndikugawana izi chifukwa palibe malire pazomwe munthu angakwanitse. Mantha si mawu omwe ndikufuna kusangalatsa kapena kundiperekeza m'moyo mwanjira iliyonse. Moyo udzapereka mwayi ndipo ngati sutero, tulukani ndikuwalenga. Malo awa anali oyamba amtundu wake ndipo anali odabwitsa.
